Alhamdulillah.

lega, lega, lega.tue je aku mampu cakap.Thank You Allah for showing me the way.

semua benda yang kusutkan kepala aku dah terlerai.tadi dah bercakap dengan roommates aku. and, semua tue semua aku yang salah anggap yang bukan-bukan. hihi. malu gilaaaa tapi aku lega. hehe :)

anyway, anyhow, aku happy sebab aku tahu masih ada orang yang stay besides me pada masa-masa macam ney ^^ iloveyou. thanks for being there during my high and low. thanks sebab banyak support saya sepanjang perjalanan saya sebagai seorang pelajar disini. sesungguhnya, siapa lah saya jika bukan kerana anda semua.

*macam tengah bagi speech masa dapat award je. hahaha

and, aku nak express my THANKS to Meme dengan Hairi.

they whispered to my ears saying that they will always be by my side forever.

*geli pulak. haha

TERIMA KASIH , SAYANGs.

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A Special Post for Special Woman, Wan Umi Ubaida.

kata kata mak.

"kakak, cari kekuatan kakak, jangan ikutkan orang sangat. biar kakak kuat, nanti orang cari kakak. Biarlah apa orang nak kata. kalau kakak rasa kakak tak salah, just pekak kan telinga kakak. kalau kakak salah minta maaf dekat ALLAH. kita tak payah nak terhegeh-hegeh nak cari orang. ney semua dugaan ALLAH bagi dekat kakak. Biar kakak jadi orang yang tabah. kakak nak exam, jangan serabutkan kepala kakak dengan benda benda ney. tak guna berbincang pun kalau hasilnya sama jugak. " I LOVE YOU , MAK ! :')

thanks Mak for understanding me. Mak faham kakak lebih dari orang lain. kakak tak mampu hidup tanpa Mak. Mak segala-galanya buat kakak. Mak, kakak akan buat Mak bangga Mak ada anak bernama Munira Idris :") Mak, kakak nak balik. I miss you. adik-adik pun sama. kakak rindu korg semua. abah, kakak rindu abah.

mak abah, my source of inspiration

yasira idris

syakira idris

fakhrul nabeel and fakhrul najeed

syaheera idris

zuhaira dan fakhrul najeed

mommy with sisters.

:)

aku dah tak tahu nak cakap apa, tapi aku rasa keadaan dah makin teruk. mungkin dah tiada jalan penyelesaian? maybe, who knows kan. takpe lah nak buat macam mana.

now, i'm sick of seeking your forgiveness because i don't think you deserves it anymore. it is so freaking useless, it hurting my pride. asking forgiveness like an idiot, just follow what people ask me to do. kalau dulu, memang aku akan meroyan kalau jadi macam ney, sekarang? oh tidak tidak. aku nak keraskan hati biarkan kau tahu aku pun ada perasaan. bukan untuk dipijak-pijak.

"Being polite won’t affect the more obtuse ones because courtesy doesn’t faze them. kan? -.-'

And I wonder where the friendship went. What about the days and the memories we spent? Now it feels like I’m being replaced. Now it feels like I don’t know you."

and, i found this : "A blow-up might not have worked because she probably rationalised you as overly emotional and then decided to ‘forgive’ you, ignoring whatever the issue was and trying to send you on a guilt trip instead." hahaha. macam betul je kan? hee~

Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. Helen Keller The whole of life is but a moment of time. It is our duty, therefore to use it, not to misuse it. Plutarch Never let life's hardships disturb you ... no one can avoid problems, not even saints or sages. Nichiren Daishonen There is only one person who could ever make you happy, and that person is you. David Burns, Intimate Connections To be happy, we must not be too concerned with others. Albert Camus *ohhh~ aku paling suka quote ney ! :) Hold yourself responsible for a higher standard than anyone else expects of you. Never excuse yourself. Henry Ward Beecher There is nothing noble about being superior to some other man. Live up to the best that is in you: Live noble lives, as you all may, in whatever condition you may find yourselves. Henry W. Longfellow from : http://www.inspirational-quotes.info Never explain yourself. Your friends don't need it and your enemies won't believe it. ~ Belgicia Howell searching and collecting quotes macam dah jadi sebahagian dari hidup aku. ececeh . hee lega, sebab aku hanya tinggal satu sem untuk hidup kat tanah Merbok yang penuh cabaran ney :') next year, HI SELANGOR! ^^ orang yang tak tahu perkara sebenar mesti duduk mengutuk kan? ah peduli. kau buat mahligai untuk aku kat syurga sana. terima kasih semua. and, fyi kalau aku cakap "for general" means semua orang lah. bukan aku specified kat siapa siapa. please take note. sekian sahaja *best pulak layan nasyid petang-petang ney :)

lama kan aku tak update blog?

banyak betul benda jadi dalam tempoh dua bulan aku tak update blog ney. malas punya pasal dan jugak sebab internet selaju kura kura kan? hahah ataupun saya konon2 busy dengan study? hahahah

first, aku happy dengan hidup aku walaupun there are few things yang buat aku lemah.

tapi it doesn't matter because i got my family, friends, boyfriend to support me. hoho. thanks :')

aku ada nama gelaran baru iaitu Maria Tunku Sabree. sebab apa? sebab aku kuat makan. haha. and aku seriously happy sebab dia lah, aku experience macam macam benda baru, then aku baru kenal kemanisan bercinta walaupun sebelum ney dah 6kali aku couple. HAHAHA. barai barai.

glad that i've spoken to his mother. jangan ingat muka gangster tak romantik. hahahahahaha.

i tattooed your name on my tongue and my heart shuttered.

I LOVE YOU :)

*dah dah, nanti ada pulak yang "tambah arang dalam neraka".

then,aku nak cerita lah sikit pasal orang bawa mulut pasal aku ngan dia kan. memang benda ney cerita lama tapi tah lah. sangat sangat menyakitkan hati aku.sampai satu point aku terfikir nak give up on everything. memang bodoh kan?

"think straight, stupid. why you want to give up when you can actually handle it. world not gonna end if people talk bad about you. understand?

바보, 똑바로 생각합니다. 당신이 포기하고 싶지 왜 실제로 그것을 처리할 수있을 때. 사람들이 당신에 대해서 얘기한다면 세상은 끝이 없을거야. 알겠어?" (bagi nasihat kat diri sendiri )..

sekarang aku dah tak mahu ambil pusing apa orang nak cakap. ni hidup aku. tahu lah aku nak handle. sekian terima kasih. at some point, memang lah kita kena nasihat orang tapi beragak lah. kalu diri sendiri buat perkara sama then nak tegur orang sebab buat benda tu apa kes ney? haaa? aihh. tak faham aku. suka hati engkau lah.

aku selalu terfikir apa yang Meme Muhamad (iloveher!) selalu cakap dekat aku

"kenapa kau nak sacrifice your happiness untuk orang lain? kenapa kau nak jaga hati orang yang tak jaga hati kau?"(lebih kurang lah).hihi.

betul jugak apa dia cakap tue kan? kan? huhu. aku try jaga hati dorg tapi ada pulak dorg dengar cakap aku kan? hm tah lah. aku sendiri tak faham.

kadang kadang tue aku rasa dunia ney macam tak adil je. sebab kenapa orang lain boleh buat apa yang dorg suka n kenapa tidak aku? sometimes, i listen to what others want but why don't they do the same thing to me? mungkin sebab aku tak reti nak marah orang? aku tak sampai hati nak tegur orang? mungkin aku terlalu berlembut hati? or i'm too naive? sila pilih jawapan yang betul untuk saya. Aku try nak keras kan hati tapi aku tak boleh. sampai kan aku sendiri maki diri aku sendiri.

and, beragak sikit kalau dealing dengan orang lain. aku tak kisah memberi tapi beragak lah. lama lama macam ney boleh jadi mental aku ney lama lama.

kau tahu aku tak reti nak marah orang tapi jangan lah pijak kepala aku. nanti orang lain buat benda sama kat kau apa kau rasa? masa tue kalau boleh aku nak je cakap :

"PERGI MATI LAH, B*TCH!".then gelak-gelak besar. mampos kau.

people, stop interfering with my personal life. orite, cerita pasal tue stop disini sahaja. i wanna share about my wishes and "bigger than biggest" dreams. hehe

aku banyak benda nak buat dalam hidup ney. banyak sebanyak banyak nya!hee~

aku listkan jela.

1) berjaya habiskan Pre Law dengan berstyle.haha

2) sambung Degree dan Master in Law.

3) get married and have cute babies <3.>

4) expand Abah's firm (Idris & Partners). here literally (ceh!) means, aku nak bukak few cawangan firm abah. if possible,dekat KL then bukak 1 big firm dekat sana (InsyaALLAH). Siapa yang baca ney tolong Amin kan doa aku taw! :')

"ney wish aku yang paling besar dan aku betulbetul berharap yang aku mampu bertahan"

5) bawak Mak , Abah pergi Mekah buat haji bersama suami nanti :'). InsyaALLAH.

6) Travel around the world and try the foods in foreign countries.wohoooo! ^^

when i entered university, i encountered with a lot of people who had lost their father or mother. Im grateful that my parent still alive. I love you, mak and abah. Thanks for raising me. Thanks for being there for me. I'll make you proud someday :') (status FB aku tadi,hehe).

PLEASE RESPECT YOUR FAMILY ESPECIALLY YOUR PARENT , do so if you want people to respect you, noob.

sudah lah, tak tahu nak cakap apa lagi. yang aku tahu,aku happy with my life now.

great peoples are with me so there's nothing to be worried of.

i won't give up. no, i won't give up.

행운을 빌어요대로에서 일을하고 있습니다. 기도 당신이 가장 사랑하는 사람들을 잊지 마라. 그들을 자랑스럽게 생각합니다. 행복하게.

*post entri ney sambil dengar Maher Zain's "InsyaALLAH"

InsyaALLAH we'll find the way :)

p/s : saya sebahagian daripada pelajar-pelajar yang anti pak dan mak guard. HAHAHA

and those yAnG tULis mAcAm nEy tOlOng jAngAn tExt aKu. hoho

bye peeps, got to go. test intro Law this coming Friday, which is the day after tomorrow and next week FORUM!!!!!

hujan pulak.jom tidur :D